Waitin on the world to change.

Going to watch college choirs always puts a worried feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I mean, not that a worried feeling in the pit of my stomach is unusual by any means, but still.

I'm not certain of very many things in my life. I'm kind of at a middle stage right now. A crossroads, of sorts. People turn to me and ask me what my life's gonna accomplish, and they fully expect me to have an answer. I don't, of course. I'm taking it a day at a time..but that isn't enough for some people. Namely, my parents.

They're scheduling college tours, trips. Mail piles up at my house, admissions officers calling all the time. It's like they're trying to rush my life away! No one else I know is so stressed about this so soon, why should I be?

One day at a time.

In other news, I'm going to commit a felony if the showchoir sub doesn't ease up a little on the psychotic, OCD, crazy woman routine. I don't consider myself much of a diva, but I so can be when the situation calls for it. And my Situation Line has been ringing nonstop for a few days now.
I know I'm in no position of authority in choir, but I am still fully allowed to be bothered when a crazy red head comes in and starts screwing the system! And I am bothered, let me assure you.
Our show isn't going to be bad, I'm not worried about that. But the setup is ridiculous. She's got us singing backup for the JR high for the first two songs. I mean, does senority not count for anything anymore? Gosh.


So a new girl just recently moved to my school, and is now hanging out with my group of friends..she told me yesterday that she's just so happy that she found such nice people to hang out with, because she was so scared that no one was going to like her. I told her I said the exact same thing when I moved schools.. I have the best friends in the world.

Speaking of my friends, they're gradually all meeting my boyfriend. Their approval really does mean a lot to me..they're my accountability sisters, and they know me more than I do sometimes.

My days have been so long lately. I'm looking forward to some free time this weekend.
Until next time,
Love x 3.
Anna