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I'm Anna. I'm not like anyone else I know. I sing, I dance. I fall down and I get up again. I love to love, and I love to laugh. I've cried before and I'll cry again, but the sun keeps coming back out. I love Jesus, He saved me when I didn't have a place or a friend in the world. Enjoy my blog, I've written it just for you. Always, Anna

Monday, July 19, 2010

Good morning, world!

So, I'm up. Not "up" exactly, but awake.
Lately I've been having the hardest time going to sleep at night. I'll get in the bed at ten-ish, and I won't go to sleep until around one. No idea why it is, other than the fact my brain just will not shut up.

I think of all kinds of things in three or so hours I lie awake in bed. Guys, my future, college, what I'll major in, what I'm doing with my life, what I'm not doing with my life. It's all very stressful. I think I need some kind of sleeping pill, because this insomnia act is not working for me.

Still no word on the guy front. I'm still just waiting around for a guy whose main ambition is not to A) get in my pants B) try every alcoholic beverage known to human kind or C) act like a complete fool until they turn thirty.

Maybe it seems like I'm prejudice against men, because I am. They've made me this way. I used to believe everything a guy told me, and I learned my lesson.
I don't get many offers on serious relationships, but I'm cool with it. Most of the guys I know think "serious" means "sex". Not all of them, but quite a few.

In case you haven't noticed, I won't be having sex until I'm married. I made God that promise years ago. I'm getting older, and it's getting harder. But I won't change my beliefs.

I have piano lesson today, which I've already mentioned not liking.

I'm going to six flags the day after tomorrow, and I am soo excited.:)
Now, my family is shouting downstairs, so I'd better be off.

Until next time,
Anna

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