So, I'm up. Not "up" exactly, but awake.
Lately I've been having the hardest time going to sleep at night. I'll get in the bed at ten-ish, and I won't go to sleep until around one. No idea why it is, other than the fact my brain just will not shut up.
I think of all kinds of things in three or so hours I lie awake in bed. Guys, my future, college, what I'll major in, what I'm doing with my life, what I'm not doing with my life. It's all very stressful. I think I need some kind of sleeping pill, because this insomnia act is not working for me.
Still no word on the guy front. I'm still just waiting around for a guy whose main ambition is not to A) get in my pants B) try every alcoholic beverage known to human kind or C) act like a complete fool until they turn thirty.
Maybe it seems like I'm prejudice against men, because I am. They've made me this way. I used to believe everything a guy told me, and I learned my lesson.
I don't get many offers on serious relationships, but I'm cool with it. Most of the guys I know think "serious" means "sex". Not all of them, but quite a few.
In case you haven't noticed, I won't be having sex until I'm married. I made God that promise years ago. I'm getting older, and it's getting harder. But I won't change my beliefs.
I have piano lesson today, which I've already mentioned not liking.
I'm going to six flags the day after tomorrow, and I am soo excited.:)
Now, my family is shouting downstairs, so I'd better be off.
Until next time,
Anna

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